BLISS.

RELINK / REVISIT

2009-06-30T05:36:00.000-07:00

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EMPTY WORDS.

2009-04-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

i miss 5a1, 5a1 is the most important, i'll never forget 5a1. yea right. by the looks of it.... hais...

I'VE BEEN SO BUSY LATELY.

2009-03-29T19:44:00.000-07:00

But i have NO idea what i'm busy about. Finally changed to part time, only working on the weekends. haha. Goodbye Paperwork, Hello Lalaland!. mm, which also means i can't see my dear as much. :P sorry sorry. Anyway, next week is going to be so boring, Benben going NS, Jiawen has to finish his project, so they both won't be working. Haiyo. (haha)

announcement: JOHN TAN HAS FACEBOOK. PLEASE ADD. (haha)

Going window-shopping later on with eve. Told Ah Fong i not going meet him, but actually going to buy lunch for him. haha. Hope he don't eat his lunch so early.... :P

Just did finish a 'how retarded are you quiz.' 108% what the.... OVER RETARDED. diao. i knew these quizzes weren't true. 0.0 haha.
'how careless are you' - 74%
'112% guy 32% girl'
omg.... haha.

I'M THE WORST YET MOST LOVED?.

2009-03-03T21:41:00.000-08:00

hey!, i get paid to work you know?, not put up with your nonsense, nor, did i get paid to become your victim. you get your pay from mindy, so do i and all the other people, i'm not obliged to tolerate your crappy behaviour. :D thank you, terima kasih. please get lost.

so long never stay home, headaches, walao! dont know what the hell my siblings learning in school!, teachers jialat sia... primary four dont know what is cm3, and don't know how to spell 'though', AND DON'T KNOW WHAT IS VOLUME. OMG!!!. what the... and some super simple questions also... hais, don't say le, very xin suan.... haiyo. WHY LIKE THAT, the teachers are now what?, sleeping in school?. angry eh!. X.X

other then these little complains, i have no other problems in life, hehe, cause my boy boy is just too good to me le. :) and Gaga sucks. :P

i miss my secondary school classmates. AND mr.ELMI and mr.heng and lots more. ~.~
enrollment is such a troublesome procedure!!!. so many paperwork, some, is repeated somemore, what the.... FUJITSU OR LENOVO?. uncle terrence say fujitsu, louis say fujitsu(well, duh, he IS from fujitsu what...) but, andrew say lenovo, richard dinosaur say lenovo( duh again, he is from lenovo...) i have no opinions. bored. today must finish all the forms... haiyo...

thank you dear.

对不起，我不是故意害得你伤心。不想和你说某些事是因为不想你操心。不是不需要你。

有些事情，自己有办法解决的了，说出来也是多余的。知道吗？大傻瓜。

REPLIES.

2009-02-18T08:25:00.000-08:00

MASATO : i say nevermind already ma. haha. wa, scold vulgarities at my blog. !@#$%

ELLY : I missed you too!.

KARTHIGA : sucker back back. i always knew that you weren't straight, you lesb. haha.

KENNETH : Just hope and pray that in a few years time, i won't see the Falling Tower in the headlines.

WAS SO BORED AT WORK TODAY!.

2009-02-16T08:25:00.000-08:00

see what we did....

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=90654&id=576274198&saved

was so so lame.. haha.

thanks louis for the thumbdrive hahaa, i was tranporting those crap stuff. hehe.

and the champion picture.

i want Iced Latte. haha. suddenly feel like drinking, and a few mins ago i wanted durian puff. @.@ lols. black pepper crab, fried chicken, aoyabean milk, curry puff, tau suan and lots more. hehe. well, i want to go sleep le. promised my dear today sleep early de. X.X

HAPPY BELATED-BY-23-MINS BIRTHDAY LEYO!

2009-02-15T08:05:00.000-08:00

today, i woke up, my eye became even more swollen than yesterday, must be my boyboy, punch me. haha. super painful la!. then ah john ask me tie black strings on my right middle finger. he say will cure. @.@ haha.

yesterday was very funny, my boyboy gave me flowers, then my friend also recieved flowers, but hers was in a pot. 0.0 so she had to carry the pot around. haha. hey!, no offense, i just post in my blog for fun and humour purposes. hehe. went KTV.

GAGA, KENNETH, ELLYSSA, ALICIA AND NURIAH, HOW WAS YOUR VALENTINES DAY?. hope to hear from you guys soon.

to gaga: WA, very good hor, go back to bed. wanted to chat abit abit with you one eh. =.=
to kenneth: intelligent building, mm, no link. haha. i can forsee the future, Rotten Spaghetti Tower *winks*

to my boyboy:

Thank you for the flowers, even though it's pink, you buy one, i still will like de.

no bear also ok de, i use the Pala-chan you gave me to replace the bear bear k?. :)

i love you very much too.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.

2009-02-13T08:25:00.000-08:00

我爱你, 张耀丰

MY 100TH POST.

2009-02-11T08:54:00.000-08:00

wow, my hundredth post. cool.

seriously, i have no plans what-so-ever for valentine's day. why nobody believe me eh?. lol.
hope everyone get to enjoy their first no-school-valentine. i won't be blogging from now till saturday le. so, to all my love, happy valentines.

oh, TEOH YAW HONG, I LOVE YOU. :D

hello.

2009-02-10T08:09:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eptHTEnapH4&feature=related nice nice. hehe

wa, why everyone like crazy about valentine sia?. 0.0 even my mum ask me if my boyfriend going to take me out or not?. i didn't even know it was this sat until so many people asked me about my plans. =.=

HEY!.

2009-02-07T07:30:00.000-08:00

i believe most of my readers are on their way to going into poly life so... LAPTOPS ANYONE?!. hehe. just find me at #04-73 sim lim square. ^^ see you!.

i don't know what's this for!!!.

2009-02-04T20:23:00.000-08:00

i mean, we blog, but before blogging we'll think about what if i blog this, if someone see then how? then we won't be able to blog about it anymore. so it's like restricted. but i thought, blogging is expressing your views. but if i blog in private then what for?. haha. like that write diary better leh. lols. on one hand, i want people to know what i feel about somethings, on the other hand i can't let some group of people know some things, so it means i can't blog out what i want to express to the other group of people. @.@ no link right?.

THEN HOW?. hoho.

believe it or not, i dont know how to address my bf!. as in the name!. lol. but this few weeks i realise i didn't have to call his name, i just look at him and he'll look back, dont need call one. haha.

mm, tomorrow how?. very kesian lei. k-box or not. mm. anyway, it's going to be my house first, starting from 11 lunch and play cards. hoho. then i think we leaving at 2?. but those who not interested in k box how?. 0.0 mm. plan plan plan. this year lazy plan lei....

shall try to post company dinner's photo tomorrow.

my table like noisiest la. and yam seng most number of times one. haha. everyone very high. @.@ very very fun. hehe.

i shall go and eat my lunch now. hehe.

i just want to add afew words.

don't be ashamed of yourself.

Even the prettiest people have the ugliest features.

everything confirm have balance one.

instead of fussing about your bad ponts,

go and discover your good ponts!.

Venus Teng Xiao Wei will support you!. ^^

LIFE.

2009-02-04T19:43:00.000-08:00

is a mess. why can't i be like the other kids. normal.
i work nine hours a day six days a week!. can't i have some time for myself?!. too much to ask?.
wtf.

well well,

2009-01-26T17:44:00.000-08:00

25 more hours to see my dearest lucas...

time goes by so slowly...

MY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

2009-01-26T06:03:00.001-08:00

started out as disaster when i couldn't find my nail polish remover. haha. anyway. we went to my granny's house in the morning. eat. wait for my other cousins. wait wait wait, they finally arrived!. yay. chat chat chat. took pictures. *shall upload soon*. chat. and left for my aunt's house. woohoo.
eat eat, gamble, gamble, gamble. won around $50 only?. gave $10 to my mum. as ang bao?!. lol. anyway, all the angbaos were given back to my mum. couldn't keep it. haha. drank some weird drink called baileys. or something like that, was pretty nice. alchoholic. haha.

hope my lucas is having fun in ipoh. :)
anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR,

p.s. i'm back in friendster, so do add me back. haha.

NEW YEAR NEW BOYFRIEND.

2009-01-25T05:35:00.000-08:00

hoho, i so love my lucas. er. about the prev post?. don't worry abt it. lol.
when have picture i will post. he looks darm cute.

just ask kart!. haha.

he's really sweet, really caring, almost too dreamy, you know?. haha.

MISUNDERSTANDING.

2009-01-23T17:08:00.000-08:00

NEW YEAR.

2009-01-03T06:28:00.000-08:00

was so darm unexpected, i had spent the first minutes of new year with guess who?, ENGHUAT!. but it was fun. haha. thanks eng huat.

today work darm shag. so tired, cause i had not enuff sleep!. too good sister le, sent y siblings to school on their first day so woke up at 6 in the morning!!!. tired.... then after work i had to do the settlement. then my colleagues went off!!!. i was darm sad. then when i was going down they came back!. haha. thanks guys. and we had curry chicken noodle?. haha. *extra info*.

i wonder whats happening to me, forget this forget that. darm shag...

NEW YEAR PLANS.

2008-12-30T05:38:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps!. How are you guys going to spend your countdowns?. Any nEboians want to come follow me with my brother and his friend?. they said. er, first 500 to come dressed in orange will get a freebie. plus GARY will be there!. aw!. he's darm so cute!. So, anyone?. haha. just message me. :D

i've totally forgotten what i wanted to say again...

mm, anyway, i'm completely booked tomorrow so i can't blog. here, wishing everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!. :D enjoy!.

THIS'S HOW I PLAY WITH MY CHRISTMAS PRESENT!.

2008-12-29T19:32:00.001-08:00

Retarded?, yes, i know.

HELLO!

2008-12-29T07:34:00.000-08:00

:D HEY ALL!. FLOWER SICK GIRL HERE. (in case you guys don't know what it means, it's HUA CHI, meaning gaga-over-guys-person.) yup, anyway, i seriously had a lot of fun working at sim lim, many hilarious accidents/events, inherited many names like, lao ban niang or lao shi or hua chi or even auntie=.= , there are alot of nice people there. and one especially cute guy. haha. unfortunately, he is leaving singapore soon. ;'( aww. he chose china over us!. :'( he MAY come back, thats what he said. mm, hope he does. before he go off, MUST remember to take photoSSSS with him. haha. he's darm cute!. i'm always talking about him, i guess some of you have already figured that out. =.= but, not the type for a boyfriend or anything. haha. just like to disturb and bluff people saying that i love him. LOL. and they actually believed. =.= cool-ation.

BUT HE'S REALLY DARM CUTE LA!.

ops, er, back to blogging, *cute sia.* mm, actually there's nothing else to blog about, except this cute guy...

haha. *no wonder they call me HUA CHI.* but he's really so DARM cute!.

PATHETIC

2008-12-27T08:15:00.000-08:00

NEXT WEEK ONLY HALF DAY OFF!!!!!!!!!. WHAT THE!!!!.

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS

2008-12-26T07:28:00.000-08:00

merry belated christmas and soon to be new year!.

haha, my work place just keeps on becoming more and more interesting...

anyway, i have forgotten what i wanted to say again. haiyo. nvm, change topic first.

you know, i've changed my msn to 'guys are trouble' and i have like 5 guys asking me if they did something wrong. haha. i was laughing my head off. :D so cute. anyway, oh, i remember what i wanted to say.

i had a pathetic christmas. but i was more enjoyable then the previous. my boss treated KFC and we had log cakes. then went to find my haagen dazs friend, for fun because i didnt want to go home. and 'ate' and was sent home. and oh, if alan is reading this, 'i walked cross the bridge today!.' ok, maybe not walk, i ran. haha.

SERAPHINA

2008-12-23T05:09:00.000-08:00

WOW, i went to see my new niece SERAPHINA , she's so darm cute!!!. shall upload the pictures when recieved. haha. we were like talking turns to carry. she cried all the way, until i carried her. aw, so cute. that's why i say, only cute ppl can carry cute baby. lol. she'd better not call me auntie ah. haha. I DONT WANT TO BE LABELLED AS AN OLD HAG!. *cries*.

before that, me GAGA, ELLY EDWIN WENT TO WATCH TWILIGHT!!!. SO SWEET!!!. yups, definately a MUST-WATCH. hehe.

and to GAGA, it's not my fault that i have a too-nice-long-sexy-legs that keep causing those trips. haha, ;p

HEYAW

2008-12-22T05:27:00.000-08:00

LIAN LEI.

TERRIBLE THING.

ANYWAY, ADMIN IS JUST COOL. BUT ABIT PAISEH, CAUSE EVEN MY BOSS ALSO DISTURB ME, HE IS LIKE (TO THE CUSTOMER) ' HEY MY BOSS(ME) ASK YOU TO PAY UP', I WAS LIKE, =.=". HAHA.

and i have like a pretend bf there, to scare away the SE PEH PEH. walao eh. he si pei TEE KOH la!. haha.

well, i lazy post le, thats all for now bah,

TAKE YOUR PIC LA.

2008-12-20T07:18:00.000-08:00

NAH~. HERE'S YOUR PICTURE. mm, i wonder who took a photo of you in MY PHONE!. lol, anyway, to you, happy holidays.

for those people who love KCZH may also ,gladly, rip his picture off my blog. 0.o

BUSY BUSY

2008-12-19T07:29:00.000-08:00

Wa, my work place there alot shuai ge. lol. anyway, SO DARM TRING, but worth it, since there are so many eyecandy, wait, i sound like a pervert. mm, nvm, forget what i said. er. anyway, christmas is coming!!!. woohoo!. no off day =.=

oh, which reminds me, i next week tuesday off, so anyone want to go watch twilight? or do ANYTHING?. haha. and sorry jeremy i couldn't get my wednesday off.

yupyup, er. speaking of this, why ppl like shy to tag sey, i just found out that there are more then 10 readers for my blog, lol, they all will be like hey!, you ytd blog this blog hat, then i ask why never tag, they say lazy. =.= haha. write afew word only eh, haha. LAN DUO ZHU.
and i especially know one guy who is 'shy' toleave the name behind. =.~ you know who you are. muahaha. ops. lol. anyway, i go sleep le, ciaos.

anyway, i'm at SIM LIM SQUARE #04-73. :D

DARM TIRED.

2008-12-16T08:14:00.000-08:00

I FEEL SO DARMM TIRED LA!. =.= kena forced to join some gathering tomorrow, i bet only half the class go, or less then half. i don't know ah.
KENNETH CHONG *** ***, if tomorrow i cannot wake up, i tell you i won't go one, you break down my door i still won't go. A FEW DAYS NEVER SLEEP WELL ALREADY EH, each day only sleep 9 hours, WHERE GOT ENOUGH?!. i usually sleep like 12 hours la!. haiyo.
provided, mr heng tomorrow not going. yup. thats what i want to say, bbut you won't let me say just now. if mr.elmi don't go i don't go, SERIOUS. i mean whats the point, we can still meet up, i have your numbers, you have my numbers, is mr elmi who's going away.
i think i go eat, then go home. over there talk to who sia?, gaga, elly, perhaps. then?. really STOP AND STARE ah?.

WORK

2008-12-15T06:17:00.000-08:00

mm, after i think four days of working, finally sold two laptops!!! yay!!!. CELEBRATE!!!. WOOHOO.

apparently some guy is too shy to ask for my number. =.=
what kind of generation is this?, shy guys?!, LOL.

anyway, happy holidays!!!.

AHH!!!

2008-12-13T06:55:00.000-08:00

SNOW WHITE AND SEVEN DWARFS MUSICAL DARM NICE!!!. SUPER MUST WATCH!!!.

YUPS, REALLY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SUPER NICE...

HEE, MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST WATCH. COOL-ATION!!!

BLOODY HELL.

2008-12-11T07:50:00.000-08:00

WTF.

yup, ignore my previous 'sentence'. :D
anyway, thanks for the food you-know-who.
ok, go sleep le, ciaos!!!.

LAST POST?.

2008-12-10T07:17:00.000-08:00

HELLO!!!!. I GUESS THIS POST WILL BE MY LAST UNTIL GOD-KNOWS-WHEN. CAUSE I'M NOW WORKING FULL TIME AS NOTEBOOK/LAPTOP PROMOTER CUM ADMIN. URGH. ANYWAY. ANYONE NEEDS A NOTEBOOK CAN COME FIND ME, (SO I CAN GET MY COMMISSION TOO!.) =P

anyway, upcoming birthdays, er edwin's one is coming? right?. yea. wish him happy birthday first.

COUSIN'S WEDDING DINNER.

2008-12-05T07:07:00.000-08:00

SOME NICE PICTURES HERE.

LOL.

THE FOOD WAS NICE.

ESPECIALLY THE MANGOSAGO ICECREAM.

BRIDE AND GROOM WERE PRETTY.

WISH THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. CHEERS!

it's going to be a boring day tomorrow.

2008-11-30T23:14:00.000-08:00

well well, my birthday is like tomorrow and i'm TOTALLY not excited about it. =.=

anyway to JER, NO PRESENTS!!!. you buy present, i don't talk to you already. haha

i was kinda celebrating my birthday at one buffet retaraunt(i always have problems spelling this word) yesterday. yea, and they played the happy birthday song!. the whole place is singing to it!. so paiseh. and then after 5 mins, they played it again!!!. so terribly shy.

yup. er. so like er. nothing to say already. hee, ciaos!.

YESTERDAY!

2008-11-29T06:05:00.000-08:00

CLASS OUTING WAS FUN!!!. feel so bad that mrheng had to fork out his money, it was totally unplanned for!. pool was fun, though abit sad to find out that my skills had detoriated so much. =.=

haha.

THANK YOU MRHENG. ;)

and to the someone, don't be too happy that my brother and my father like you. cause..... you will suffer. muahaha.

anyway, i go play game le. ciaos!>

HELLO

2008-11-25T05:24:00.000-08:00

today i met alfred, then walk to kenneth block meet enghuat. wait TENHOURS for kenneth. then finally walked to whitesand to meet poor nicholas whowaited for more then half an hour.
then alfred departed, we went to city hall, met gaga elly and her cousins. wait wait wait. go walk around with nicholas abit. wait again. finally they came out, elly and her cousins left. stood outside mrt station discussed ten min about where to go for meal. settled down at long john silver. took mrt, nic alighted at payar lebar, me and eng huat alighted at tamp. wanted to modify psp, but the guy is not clever enough to do it. went back to DTE to meet up with gaga they all back. it was a long walk... see them play... and HOME!!!.
YAY

terrible

2008-11-23T22:09:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY WAS JUST AWFUL. WAS VOMITING THE WHOLE DAY, AND REACHING THE END OF THE DAY, DEVELPED FEVER!. WHAT THE. ANYWAY, AFTER BLOGGING GOING TO SLEEP AND SEE IF IT SUBSIDES. IF IT DOESN'T I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE BUT TO SEE THE DOC, URGH. HATE MEDICINES.
WANT ME TO UPLOAD THE PICTURES?. =.= I'M NOT THAT STUPID TO TAKE PICTURES OF THOSE STUFF. EW.

and mr elmi is not going to be there for the result?!. WHAT?!. how...

why he must leave so early?.

if he's not there he can't see my face of triumph when i get first in class. 0.0

haha, joking.

but seriously, it's not results day when our form teacher is not around

especially when he is so damn close to our class.

even before recieving the results we would already be so dissapointed!.

ONLINE GAMES

2008-11-22T07:45:00.000-08:00

AFTER PLAYING A FEW HOURS OF ONLINE GAMES, I FOUND OUT THAT THERE ARE ALOT OF DESPERATE PERV, WHY DID I SAY THAT? I MET 7 IN THAT SHORT PERIOD OF TIME!. WHAT THE... !@#$%

ANYWAY, SORRY I COULDN'T GO SUNTEC TODAY. AND I DONT WISH TO ELABORATE.

CIAOS. ^^

SO SORRY,.

2008-11-21T18:20:00.000-08:00

i'm sorry if i called anyone in the middle of the night, or said ridiculous things to you. i was just abit !@#$%. some problems at home or here and there. pretty stressed up, so i guess until the day i start work, some people won't have a good night sleep.

to some people, i won't expect anything else from you anymore.

ENG HUAT'S RECO (if you are bored.)

GO YOUTUBE WATCH 5 RANGERS, not advisable for children under 16. cheers.

as you all know i messaged everyone about the friday outing, please do let me know if you are coming so i can book the place or something. any problem HAVE to let me know, and i mean NOW.

plans for my birthday?. nothing, probably work then at night, play pool, anyone on?. so i can accomplish two of my holiday 'assignments'. haha.

WEIRD STUFF.

2008-11-20T20:16:00.001-08:00

HEY PEEPS, KEEP YOURSELVES FREE ON FRIDAY ALRIGHT?

anyway, EDWIN CALLED ME AT 3 AM YTD. argh. lucky i silenced my phone. haha. it was unusual of me to silence my phone though, i usually leave it so i could wake up and talk on the phone with whoever who calls, then SLEEPTALKING. SOME people may know what i'm talking about.

so i went to give out flyers ytd. I EARNED $2!!! WOW. *CLAPS* SO MUCH MONEY!!!. =.= Ying's job intro cool. but it was fun anyway. i haven't been so craze after a long time.

well, here's a list of things i want to do during the holidays:

GO WILD WILD WET
WORK DURING MY BIRTHDAY
BREAK MY PHONE RECORD OF TALKING 8 HOURS STRAIGHT
SEE A FOUR DIGIT NUMBER STARTING WITH 2 ON MY BANK ACC
PLAY POOL! AND THRASH PEEPS
MAJONG WHOLE NIGHT
SLUMBER PARTY AT FRIEND'S HOUSE
HAVE A CLASS CHALET REAL SOON
SLEEP UP TO 12 HOURS A DAY
GAIN 3KG!!!
HOPE THE EXAM MARKER SEES THIS AND GIVE ME 5 ASTAR
GO PULAU UBIN AND CYCLE FOR 5 HOURS
GO OTHER COUNTRY!!!

well, thats all, i suppose. haha. anyways.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

blahblahs.

2008-11-19T05:47:00.000-08:00

BINGBANGBOOM. ?!. WEIRD STUFF.

Anyway, mm. i wished i had no brains, without brains, i would not think so much. without those thoughts i would have lived a happier man or women. nowadays people are like,
why he do this, is it because he...
he say blahblahblah, maybe he thinks i'm...
he never pick up my calls, he's such a B...
no wild thoughts no troubles, no troubles = HAPPY.
let me teach all of you a formula,

CLEVERNESS times TIME(in secs) equals to

WEIGHT OF PROBLEMS.

example of a no brain but happy fellow, DOMOKUN, so cute.

BEST GUY FRIEND? NO SUCH.

TO YOU, THE SELF-CLAIMED VERY HOT PERSON.

2008-11-18T17:28:00.000-08:00

hey!, i'm not for you to play with, don't think that you're SO important to me and can treat me like trash.

yea, so now back to my life story, i went ear piercing ytd!!!(didn't really plan to, but gaga and ying were so ON!. they practically dragged me in!.) so bloody painful!. but it was only for that second. =.= i was initially so scared that i kept on 'screaming' at the uncle.
*uncle ask me to sit*
*i sit*
*lay a finger on the gun*
*UNCLE DON'T WANT LA!!!*
*pulled back by GAGA and YING2*
*the gun was put on my ear*
*still screaming(in my own world)*
*SQUEEZE gaga and ying2 hands*
*BAM!*
*second shot =.= BAM!.*
*YAY OVER!!!*
*then for the next whole hour, 'gaga, very painful...' 'ah!, very painful!!!' 'ouch pain pain pain...'*
*until ying say i feel like slapping your face*
*shuts up*
my worst experience ever.

argh. if i had a next life, NO PIERCING PLEASE!.
chaos.

TIRINGDAY.

2008-11-16T19:45:00.000-08:00

yesterday was most draining, i went to shop the whole of tampiness, with my mum!!!. i mean really walk into everyshop!. well, but it was rewarding, i found a dress to wear for the wedding dinner, (you all must be thinking, VENUS, DRESS, VENUS, DRESS? NO-WAY!. haha. kinda no choice here.) and also one nice top. :) seems like my whole wardrobe is changing, from the oh-so-rowdy type to the oh-so-sweet girl next door. well, cheers to the makeover!.

after that, the whole of my family joined us and watched madagascar2!!! so cute!!!. especially the small lemur or dunno-what-is-it thing.

so damn cute, his name is Mort, btw. Madagascar2? MUST WATCH!.

went past my ex working place. and saw alan, which then he treated me and my siblings to three scoops of ice cream!. so thankful, a really nice guy there. :)

afterthat, we went to the pasar malam near the central CC, while my dad and sis went home, so it's just left the four of us. and i brought back my favourite!, MAI-YA-TANG. woohoo. :)

and thats the end. chaos!.

IT'S ALL THAT COUNTS.

2008-11-15T02:46:00.000-08:00

there's sommethings i do not need to mention, you know that i know because i messaged you, so don't tell me 'hey you forgot about it.' cause it's crap. just because i didn't post it you're out to do me. why do you want me to put it on post since you knew that i'm aware of it. Because you want to + your fame?.

WANT TO ASK ME OUT?, WAIT LET ME CHECK MY SCHEDULE.

2008-11-14T17:54:00.000-08:00

I'VE BEEN SO DARM BUSY AFTER THE HOLIDAYS!!!, NO TIME TO REST AT ALL!!!. TODAY GO HERE, TOMORROW GO THERE, THE NEXT NEXT DAY GO EVERYWHERE. SINGAPORE IS SO SMALL STILL CAN TAKE UP MY WHOLE HOLIDAY?. HAIYO...

ANYWAY, ARE BLOGSHOPS RELIABLE?. THEY LOOKED FAKE TO ME. HAHA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELLYSSA BOOMBELLY!!!.

=.= SO SO SO SO TIRED.

WELL GAGA, YOU WANTED ME TO UPDATE, HERE IT IS. HAHA. I WANT TO GO PLAY MY GAME ALREADY!!!. CHAOS!!!.

PAISEH PAISEH.

2008-11-07T18:42:00.001-08:00

SO LONG TIME NEVER BLOG. ANYWAY. IT'S THE LAST PAPER!!!. YAY. I FEEL SO WRONG KNOW?. LIKE. I'M HAPPY BUT SO SAD. HAPPY THAT IT'S OVER, SAD THAT IT'S OVER. =.=" HAIYA, NEVER MIND.

THERE'S ONE GAME WHICH I'VE BEEN PLAYING FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS SO DIDN'T BLOG. HEHE. PSPS.

and why audi keep having problem one? CANNOT PLAY!!!. HAIYO.

SO NOT FAIR!

2008-11-01T00:55:00.000-07:00

why the people have to plan until my two weakest subject on consecutive days?!!!. AHH!.

PRAYING HARD...

heehee,

YESTERDAY + TODAY.

2008-10-25T02:49:00.000-07:00

yesterday night was most cool, and embarassing.we had to act like some weirdo statues at the FIFTH FLOOR OF EHUB!. it was all for ying's art. lol. kenneth left early, he totally missed out on the ice cream later!. but, he was kind enough to make sure eng huat sends me home. hanging out and talking to enghuat was awesome. i've never expected him to be such good accompany. he's a really nice guy ;) Anyway, i didn't know my foot was so good looking!. haha.

today was so tiring. i am SO not going out shopping anymore. the hunt for her clothing is so long and draining!. luckily she didn't go anywhere else to look for shoes. am i right?. haha. from my house to west plaza to whitesands to her house then finally to loyang point then back to her house and off i go!. HOME!!!. i felt so happy that i could finally get to my bed so i brought some tibits home for my siblings and my parents.

OKAY THE END. ;)

HELLO!!!

2008-10-22T18:13:00.000-07:00

wa. the amaths exam was SO much easier than was i had expected. i didn't mean to brag but, you call this o level standard?!. it's even easier than prelims. haiyo. there's still afew topics which haven't cme out. topics like: sets, exponential functions and ln, cartesian plane, kinetics etc.
:) jiayou for second paper!.

GOOD LUCK!!!

2008-10-20T20:08:00.000-07:00

GOOD LUCK FOR ENGLISH AMATHS EMATHS. ;)

JIAYOU!!!

HEY CHEM PEOPLE!!!.

2008-10-19T03:06:00.000-07:00

GOOD LUCK FOR CHEMISTRY O LEVELS TOMORROW!!!.

ANYTHING CAN ASK ME K?. ;)

PASAR MALAM HERE I COME!!!.

2008-10-17T04:21:00.000-07:00

really sorry for today boy, they really did say it's starting at 1.30!. haha. anyway you still OWE ME A MEAL, BOY.

Anyway, happy birthday to Mr, Elmi!!!.

;) yay, 60 years old already cool!!!.

haha.

PRACTICAL SUCKS.

2008-10-16T02:01:00.000-07:00

i didn't see the question!!!. ah!!!. they say the substance only have K, Br and O2. walau, i go and put zinc oxide. and they didn't even ask for the name of the salt!!!.
AHH!!!, now for the paper 2, diedie must study until full marks ah.
anyway, good luck to all 5a1 for your next Olevel exam. ;)

O level stress.

2008-10-15T00:44:00.000-07:00

From today onwards, sorry if i seem a little tempermental, it's all the exam stress. My mother really wants me to go JC but i'm afraid i couldn't make it. sorry again.

anyway, happy birthday to MISSHAPPY.
お誕生日おめでとうございます (otanjōbi omedetō gozaimasu)

aha. good luck for Os.

here's to another day closer to O levels. cheers!.

2008-10-13T16:57:00.000-07:00

today i have like half an hour science, two to threee hour maths and lastly english all the way. Hope i get something out of these lessons, time is really running fast. i wish everyone all the best. ;)

행운! (haeng un) ご幸運を祈ります! (gokoūn o inorimasu) GOOD LUCK!.

I Will Always Love You.

2008-10-13T05:23:00.000-07:00

If I should stay
Well, I would only be in your way
And so I'll go, and yet I know
That I'll think of you each step of my way
And I will always love you
I will always love you

Bitter-sweet memories
Thats all I have, and all
I'm taking with me
Good-bye, please dont cry
cause we both know that I'm not
What you need
I will always love you
I will always love you

And I hope life, will treat you kind
And I hope that you have all
That you ever dreamed of
Oh, I do wish you joy
And I wish you happiness
But above all this
I wish you love
I love you, I will always love
I, I will always, always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you

___________________________________________________________________

Today i walked into classroom, seeing my classmates, i just hope time would just pause for that moment in time. But i have no power to do that so, i just hope everything will go well for each and everyone of you. I will always love you.

the emo-ation

2008-10-12T20:35:00.000-07:00

i cxannot imagine my life once i graduate.
5a1 has been a part of my life,
i'll be so empty once we walk our seperate ways.
and somemore no one aims for JC except me.

Joash, Fadhilah, Alfred, Anna, Clement, Bakthiar, Afiq, Elly, DARREN, BEK, Edwin, Nicholas, Andrew, Safuan, Faizah, Shanmugam, Sathis, Ying2, John Paul, Khairun, Ian, Joel, Wye Kuin, Kenneth, Hazwari, Lucia, Karthiga, Nuriah, Alicia, Dzakiiyah, Rafiq, Nisha, Eng Huat, Hafiz, DD and nurul, we must all meet up once in awhile. must contact me.

5 years of friendship, some 8 or 9. we've come a long way, we struggle together, cry together, laugh together and now, we leave toghether. this type of bond is something we'll never have again after secondary school. so we must really keep in touch.

i'm really going to miss everyone. i know i say this everyday but i'm really seriously superly duperly utterly megaly going to miss everyone.

MEET UP K?

arigato gozaimasu for the memories. ;)

the sadness continues.

2008-10-11T07:40:00.000-07:00

i'm gonna miss
putting on my uniform,
getting caught for not pinning up my badge,
walking to school with either afiq alicia enghuat or bek,
bickering with mr elmi,
laughing with mr heng,
chatting with mrs sing,
doing nonsense sttuff with classmates,
seeing sathis face,
hearing hafiz's sarcastic remarks,
playing murderer, hamburger etc,
joining john paul or rafiq in yugioh or chess,
disturbing nicholas ang,
talking to darren and bek,
sleeping in the aircon class,
getting A's for science and maths,
stressing up for DnT,
calling banana or alibabs,
waking up so early and walk like zombie,
panicking because i cannnot find my tie,
hearing mr nasim's voice early in the morning,
& lastly, seeing mr elmi and 5a1's face everyday!.

i'll miss everyone of you.
don't be suprised if i message you.
and let us all meet up every half a year k?.

grad day.

2008-10-10T08:57:00.001-07:00

today was super emotional!!!. i dint cry at first, i was all ok. until mr heng came and hug me. aw. then mr.elmi saying all his goodbyes and cry with us. it was so damn i-dunno-what. yea. cried all the way home, alfred comforted(wrong word?) me. then stopped crying. reached home my mum ask me why my eye swollen, i told her everything and cry AGAIN!!!. lol. silly girl.

to 5a1 and the teachers:
we've come this far althought we may not see each other everyday again but i will still remember you guys always and forever. i love you all!.
thank you Alicia for always vheering me up.
thank you Anna for letting me disurb you when i feel down.
thank you kiki for the funny funny memories.
thank you ellyssa for making me laugh and teaching me malay.
thank you gaga for always being there.
thank you lucia for making me a stronger person.
thank you nisha for being so patient with me.
thank you khairun for the smile that you never fail to show everyday,
thank you fadhilah for being lame and accompanying me through the five years,
thank you faizah for talking to me once in a while.
thank you didie for organising events for the class.
thank you nuriah for being my wife. 0.o
thank you nurul for this whole 9 years of my life.
thank you ying ying for moulding me to who i am today.
as for the guys, only some special ones will be mentioned. but all of you are precious to me.
thank you alfred for you-know-what.
thank you kenneth for always being there for me when i need a shoulder.
thank you bek and darren for tolerating my nonsense when sitting wth me.
thank you chinese gang for 'accepting' me into your 'gang'.
thank you edwin for trusting me and telling me everything.
thank you nicholas ang for being my uncle and letting me disturb you. haha.
thank you afiq sathis bak and hafiz for being the funny jokers to brighten everyone's day.
thank you wye kuin for being so cute. 0.o
thank you rafiq for letting me pinch or punch you. 0.o
most importantly,
thank you mr.elmi for oushing us into the right path. if it wasn't for your scoldings punishments and lectures, i would still be one lazy girl who has no future. thank you!.
thank you mr.heng for doing all the photocopying of worksheets marking of numerous test papers and playing class games with us. thank you!.

THANK YOU 5A1. must keep in contact can?.

F1 CRAZE?!.

2008-10-05T02:30:00.001-07:00

After the F1 race, i seem to see alot of cars speeding. mm. i thought F1 was over long ago?. mm.

anyway. O level is in a week's time so JIAYOUS!.

triple L : LOW LIFE LOSER.

2008-10-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

GET A LIFE. aw, so lonely. i guess you have no friends or couple to go out with, thats why so free go spam other people blog. old unwanted and sick in the head aww... so sad for you. english so bad, confirm fail english so guess you better find a spot at ITE first. :) i'm so concerned for you. :]

the day ended with a donnybrook...

2008-10-03T05:21:00.000-07:00

*donnybrook means heated quarrel or dispute*

mm. mouth, can be evil but can also be good at times. have you heard of the story about the 2 frogs in a well?. sad isn't it?. well, i just hope that people don't misuse their mouth. :D
use it more for smiling instead. !!!

you got what you deserved.

2008-10-02T02:50:00.000-07:00

today, mr.heng illegally gave back our result slips. L1R414, L1R5 22.
with this result, i can't get into JC. hmm. i better buck up.

if you weren't so distracted beackstabbing people, maybe you'd get better grades. aww.

good luck to everyone, and jiayou!. :)

Dear Fellow Classmates.

2008-09-29T02:36:00.000-07:00

I don't want to sound like mr nasim but i totally agree with him. what good is there studying on your own?. Alicia, come to school, it's beneficial. study groups, study alone, whatever, what do you think can be better then a uni grad teacher?.

studying at airport, watching movies. no comments, it's your future. i'm just giving opinion as a friend.

not only alicia. but people like fai, fadhilah, dzakiiyah, nuriyaB etc. come to school.

i logged on at 10:40...

2008-09-27T19:49:00.000-07:00

and found none of my schoolmates online. aha.
am i the only early bird?. 0.o

from now till the end of the O levels i shall not blog that often. ;)
sorry. and thanks.

sometimes i feel very alone. but when i look around me i feel so blessed.
there's this FISH plushie that reminds me of the time when i go to the arcade with my brother and he got it for me. it just tells me that, you know, I'm never alone. whatever happens, i still have my home. and i love them very much.
of course there is time when i get angry at my family (but like they say, there's no overnight grudges between family.) , then i would get an sms or call from my few greatest bestest friends, whom i shall not name. *way too obvious* just a simple 'where are you' sms can make me feel happy, it makes me feel that i can trust people again. it makes me feel that i am cared for. and i'm really thankful. ;)

thank you.

few more days to O level.

2008-09-26T22:26:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the long break. was busy studying. :)
good luck to all of my 'FRIENDS' taking O level. for those crap who is distracted, good luck. ;)

she studied and studied. and now, she studies and studies.

Story of Her Life.

2008-09-23T05:32:00.000-07:00

As days passed, she had slowly lost her faith in everyone she had once trusted...

'I would, from today on restart my life. Take a different perspective of things. Start a new circle of Friends.' She reminded herself.

THINK THINK AND MORE THINKING.

2008-09-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

I always wonder why people say silence is golden. Well, i recieved my answer in a way i didn't expect.
Sometimes when you found out something, you don't necessarily have to burst it out for everyone to know. It is when what you want is purely peace even though you know tht it's unfair for you, but you don't want all this conflicts as, it is uneeded. I live my life, you live yours. It's your decision if you want to tell me things, but in the end, the one feeling guilty is you. i'm consious clear.
I have grown up, you're my friend, if you don't want to, fine with me. I still have many friends whom i can trust. I don't want to be like some idiot, who keeps blogging and say 'thay are such blah blah blah'. and the next post, all is well. i'm like WTF. LOL. you guys are lame.
You are ignorant. and i don't want to give a damn. as long as i am alive, i will be happy.

I Hate Myself For Loving You.

2008-09-19T20:35:00.000-07:00

the title says it all.

EMAILS EMAILS.

2008-09-15T23:06:00.000-07:00

you know we always recieve those kind of chain mails where they say If I Don't Get This Back, You're A Lousy Friend.
it's not that i don't want to fowaRD. i'm just lazy. :D

EXCUSE ME.

2008-09-09T21:02:00.000-07:00

No, Don't Heed Venus's Advice Again, Or Else You Will Be Happy. You Can't Be Happy!. Not When You Are Friends With Me, The Idiot.

i've done my part by telling you like i always did. it's up to you to listen. if anything goes wrong, i'm not t all guilty cause i know i did my best.

the year is coming to an end, and everyone is starting to show their 'tail'.

stop giving that pathetic face and say 'i'm sorry', cause if you don't mean it, don't say it.

CHINESE GARDERN!.

2008-09-06T21:45:00.000-07:00

SO..... boring. =.=

well took some weird pictures. =)

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2008-09-02T04:24:00.000-07:00

sorry for the long break, my DNT Deadline is coming up, so don't really have time to update.

anyway, i thought the english paper was ok. but i might have screwed up in the first paper.

adn about the maths mock exams... mm. he does have the right to be angry, he has taught us the same thing over and over for 3 years and some of the basics we still don't know?!. of course its maddening. but... he shouldn't have drag the coursework in. made a few of them quite unhappy.

hope i can finish my DnT ASAP. so i can study. ;) good luck to me.

road race was a waste. my brother said there's only a few people in front of me before i can get in the top 20 position. haiyo.

i know i'm just a spare tyre. please continue treating me like one. i'm tired of people telling me how important i am to them in the end keeps on talking about how supportive the other friends was. True Friends? True Love?. big NO-NOs.

anyway. wanted to tell you guys,
If i don't talk or seemed 'emo' i'm just tired.
If i don't take initiative to message you, i'm sorry but i still care about you.
If i didn't reply you, my bill has KA-BOOMED.
If you call me and i didn't respond, i was busy. sorry.

i tried to be a good friend to everyone, but there's only one me. how can i go out with two entirely different groups of people at once?. i really tried my best to be there for everyone but why some people can chat with you for the first time and they are labelled a very good friend?. what about me?. i was always there, and i get easily replaced by some people who was only there because they wanted to show people that they were 'caring'. What am i?. WHY?. Because that person looked more cute? more pretty? more popular?. i don't need an answer. Continue doing this all you want, i don't give a damn.

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2008-08-18T00:32:00.000-07:00

Note To Self :

Never Underestimate The Sly-ness Of Those Who Look Innocent.
Never Say, ' I'll Do This Tomorrow ', Cause That Tomorrow Will Never Come.
You Don't Have Anymore Time, STOP DECIEVING YOURSELF.
If You Want To Save A Drowning Person, Make Sure You're Not Drowning Yourself.
Do Pay More Attention To Those Who Deserve It, Rather Then Those Who Always Has It.
In The Working Society, There's No Such Thing As Slow And Steady.

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2008-08-15T07:52:00.000-07:00

TODAY THREE HOUR FREE PERIOD!!. so cool. mr.elmi never come, but i hope he gets well soon anyway.

5A1 - the historymaker. lol
we took class photo with our VP- MRNASIM!. SO COOL.
mr elmi dont come. haiyo.

unforgettable memories...
anyway. today super paiseh la!!!.
i cannot go malaysia, then the whole class have to change the destination all because of me!!!. haiyo. SORRY SORRY SORRY.

I SINCERELY WISH FOR WORLD PEACE, IF NOT, CLASS PEACE WILL DO.

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2008-08-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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2008-08-08T20:09:00.000-07:00

Leisure & Resort Management. 14 points. mm. Actually i WAS aiming for JC but, i'm not so confident and so i went to 'research' on what alternative i could take. and found this, i always wanted to work in a hotel, managing its events and stuff. yea so,

JIAYOU FOR ME AND EVERYONE ELSE.

Life as per normal, boring but yet not so boring. watch some weirdo show at Joel's house yesterday. about hair extensions. LOL. and i found out something weird about me, I COULD CHEW ON A STRAWBERRY FOR HOURS!. so cool!. anyway, was fun, laughing all the way though it was a horror movie. cause i was watching people's reaction to certain scene instead of watching the show. aha.

well, hope everyone have a nice weekend, cheerios!.

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2008-08-02T23:19:00.001-07:00

ONLY $45!. (p.s. can be discounted more.) (1GB)

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2008-08-02T07:39:00.000-07:00

commendation day is going to be very boring, i'll be sitting with all the nerd nerd people. (no offence to the O level award winners. ) i want sit with my shuai ge mah. haiyo.

boring month, cannot go down after dark.....

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2008-08-01T07:17:00.000-07:00

unfair, just because people have good looks doesn't mean they can 'attitude' anywhere without being shunned off by people.

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2008-07-26T05:16:00.000-07:00

GAGA MOST WEIRD!!!.

ok anyway. DARK KNIGHT IS SO NICE!!!. so weird watching with gaga alone. like as if i lesbian. aha. i want watch again. mm... actually i want to watch red cliff too. aha.
well, there goes my only break for this month. TWO MORE MONTHS LEFT. jiayou!!!.

aliBABA!!!.

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2008-07-22T06:05:00.000-07:00

HEY EVERYONE!. DON'T STRESS K?. As long as ,starting from now, you all make good use of your time, it will be sufficient to get some nice nice grades on your result slip. Don't lose hope, EVERYONE JIAYOUS.

22 Jul 08, 20:59 VENUS- enghuat: you also cute la, dont cry. =)
22 Jul 08, 20:59 VENUS- enghuat: why ian sia?. wye kuin or nicholas more cute!
22 Jul 08, 20:58 VENUS- nonya: suckerr gang rocks.
22 Jul 08, 20:58 VENUS- didie: i nvr disturb, is he disturb me sia.
22 Jul 08, 20:57 VENUS- elly: cannot have my fav member name?.
22 Jul 08, 20:57 VENUS- weilun: how is junior korkor, recover le ah?.,

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2008-07-19T22:56:00.000-07:00

I had fun yesterday. supposed to be studying. but i don't know wads happened, become badminton tornament.

i haven't took pictures with gaga quite long already.
nicholas was so scared of me. =)

ELLYBOMBELLY.
the witch and her potion.
DEVILS: Nicholas and Ian.
GIRLS DAY OUT. lol.
ELLY AGAIN?. 0.o

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2008-07-18T08:08:00.000-07:00

Today was full of maths. so boring... anyway, i overheard the priZe presentation.
Top O lvl Math, VENUSTENG
Top N lvl Eng, JOHN PAUL
Top N lvl FnN, LUCIALIN
Top N lvl DnT, DARRENLIM
Top N lvl Art, NURULAISYAH
Top N lvl PoA, ANDREWNG
Top N lvl sci/student IANTAN
cool sia....

i didn't know i have this habit of picking up calls while sleeping, i didnt even know!!! WTH. lols.

anyway. @ more months, everyone JYJY

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2008-07-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

sometimes alot of things occured to me, but when i reach home and sit in front of the computer, my mind went blank....

the class video was so sad. 5A1's the reason for the teardrop on my math file. lols.
without 5A1 is like living in a world with no air. =D

why are there two-faced asses out there?. so irritating.

*my previous posts when i said fake friends, i didnt mean any of the 5A1 girls.*

the world is unfair, as long as you have a pretty face, all goes well for you. if you're an ugly betty, better learn to be smart.
i know alot of girls who doesn't have the right attitude but is still so well-liked, why?. just bbecause she looked so pretty/innocent/sexy?
unfair. but thats life, thats humans.

and please, if you have a boyfriend, DONT GO AROUND HUGGING OTHER PEEP'S BOYFRIEND. FOR GOD'S SAKE. dumb flirtatous girls........

anyway. mm, study timetable. mine's not very specific, but yea. its time to get a new one anyway.

i tend to trust guys more. is it abnormal?. but i think guys are better at keeping secrets.

anyway, i had fun with my crazy girl yesterday during MT.

evidence:

FYI, the thing i'm holding was a earpiece.

Hope i can make it through DNT, i was planning to take DNT as my L1R5. no time left!!!.

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2008-07-14T06:46:00.000-07:00

hm...MUTUAL RESPECT.... big word.

anyway, now i know what my mum means when she says family are forever friends are whenever.

my friends?!. fakers.

DNT DNT DNT...

hope i dont die of doing dnt....

SENTOSA

2008-07-13T06:54:00.001-07:00

SENTOSA WAS FUN.

ontheway there...
ops....
suspicious chara...
RETARD mum and daughter.
hm... wad was i thinking?.

he drank alot of water....again?!.

the other side of the butt.
every story has its boo-hoos.

lastly, DRYING UP.

THE END.

BETRAYAL

2008-07-13T06:45:00.000-07:00

Feel so hurt. what did i do to deserve this kinda crap from you two S-HOs. Both of you are just fakers; liers that will do whatever it takes to get in the good books of who you both like. even if it causes a lost of a friend.
i thought you've changed, and i thought the other was innocent; happy go lucky. but its all a mask.
and i tell you its not assumption, the evidence is conspicuous. you two are just puerile...

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2008-07-10T05:53:00.000-07:00

my judgement of people were never wrong. i know what are they up to, if you don't want to believe, fine.

Things aren't always what they seem.

Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later...

so, you decide for yourself k?. they have a motive. they really do.
but i won't say anything until it is proven to be true. otherwise, people will cause my of defamation. OH!. whatever.

i haven't step into society, already so much betrayals. i wished time would go slower.
不想长大.

Practically everyone is disencouraging me to go JC. but what can i do in POLY?.

target:
L1R4 : below 10
L1R5 : below 12

jiayou!!!.

i'll try to be mute more. get into lesser trouble.
forced to.

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2008-06-25T06:57:00.000-07:00

3 MORE MONTHS ONLY!!!. DNT IS DRIVING ME MAD!. it scares me that mr elmi isn't doing anything to push us. it just tells me that he doesn't care about us anymore. but i know that he really does. he just wants us to work with our heart, he knows that if he pushes us, it'll be 'feces' , forced out of our butts. 0.o sounds weird but, yea, thats what i'm trying to say.

SOCIAL STUDIES, LITERATURE AND ENGLISH. my nightmares. how to improve?. where to start?.

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2008-06-14T06:32:00.000-07:00

JC JC, you think i can make it in?. even if i can, i don't think i'm the study type of person. falling out of school is a possibility. so. wad to do.

what has happened to all my close friends?. the distance between us is getting further and further each day. i guess my mom is right, people are't wad they seemed at first. weel, people change, and so do their circle of friends. i wonder when will i find a true friend in my life, there's probably none.

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2008-06-08T01:13:00.000-07:00

HE'S GONE OFF TO CLMB MOUNTIAN!!!. ='(

hais. so now one more thing gone to occupy my time. so now wholeheartedly can do DNT?!. OHNO!!!. nightmare!!!.

ktv ktv ktv when when when?!

CUTTING LIST CUTTING LIST CUTTING LIST!!!. OHNOOHNOOHNO

i give up.

2008-05-24T23:11:00.001-07:00

5 years of friendship cannot be compared to one ****** that always scold his gf for every little thing and doesn't even seem to love his gf. BLIND. pathetic liar, he sayhe love her but can't you see he doesn't mean it?. one person blind, the rest follow. heck. and i thought nothing could come in between our friendship. i regarded her as my best friend. now? true friendship appears when your friend stands by you, most importantly, LISTENS to you. but she showed neither. when her BF was shouting at me at the hall, she sat and watched!!!. NBCCB the least she could do is stop him right!!!. WTF.

...

2008-05-07T22:03:00.001-07:00

ANDREI SHEVCHENKO ROCKS!!!

WADEVERS

2008-05-04T04:20:00.000-07:00

i NEED( not want ) NEED.

NEW SLIPPERS (mine has no more friction. )
NEW BLACK HAIRBAND ( mine broke. )
NEW TOOTHBRUSH ( the hair all apart already. )
NEW SMALLBAG FOR GOING OUT ( mine got hole. )
NEW PEOPLE FOR ME TO LOVE!. ( YOU!. )

SHUFFLE SO COOL!.

2008-05-02T05:04:00.000-07:00

Shuffle is so cool!. can't stop doing it. lol.

Blog's dead.

2008-04-12T07:13:00.000-07:00

sorry for the long break.

Olevels are near. so don't really have time. But i'll let you all know if i update my blog. =)
i guess RELATIVE VELOCITY is going to pull my amath down. Don't understand anything.
i'm not sure if i can make it anymore. my English failed, Amaths test got 9/20 and new topic Flunged , physics got B3!!! DISGUSTING B3. and lastly my DNT stuck at problem situations.

someone please please guide me!. i'm abit lost alrdy. my parents really want me to go JC. all the hope's on me. pressure is on me. i don't want to let my parents down.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.

2008-02-06T00:54:00.000-08:00

last year the 4a1 organised a chinesenew year visiting where everyone metup and went to each other's houses.this year, i thought we could do the same but with other sec 5 classes too.

next week Sat(16/2) we meet up1.30p.m. at white sands. Dress code:RED WHITE BLACK. any strong objections? if anybody wishes to change the date please tell me i will make arrangements. anything please reply back to me. or contact meat 90478211. =) or email me i'll be checking email EVERYDAY vintoyan@hotmail.com

criteria [if you wanna join us...]: we HAVE to go YOUR house. if parents not home, then ask them leave ang bao at home. =) if really your parents don't allow us to go your house then let me know. confirm with me your attendence by next wednesday.

Venus. =)

ANGBAO ANGBAO! chinese new year. ^^ woohoo. everyone have fun. anyway. to whoever you think its for, : It doesn't bother me anymore so, hurray for me, and you Stop Trying.

bye~. =)

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2008-01-28T03:23:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHENGKAI. =)

anyway. WAKE UP LA. people got girlfriend already. and what happened to our plan of 'OLEVELOLEVELOLEVEL' nothing else but o level rite?. why are you thinking of guys?. remember o levels. guys are nothing. i have a target and i work towards my target, not planning to take results home with tears of despair all over my face. and there won't be an 'IF' i don't hit my target. i WILL reach my target. not like you. get back in the track dudette. and WAKE UP.

OLEVELEMATHS

2008-01-24T03:48:00.000-08:00

;;OLEVELMATHS;;
i got one!. i screamed in the hall like nobody's business. i was expecting a 2!. so happy. but no body could share the joy with me. everyone close to me is gone. shall not eleborate more on this. lets all work hard this year. jiayou jiayou.