.Sunday, December 9, 2007 ' Y
Mean What You Say.
Its funny how someone by just doing a simple thing an make me feel hyper for the rest of the day. But that's just the first part. The Later, make me emo for the rest of the week. I'm trying to forget... The past. How stupid of me. I knew it was impossible from the beginning, i knew it would hurt. mm. No, actually didn't hurt as much as expected. =) but still hurts anyway.
My feelings now is similar to a song. Forgot the title. But the Lyric goes,
I Try To Sleep, But The Clock Is Stuck On Thoughts Of You And Me.
Nice song actually. aha. But what i want to say is another song. Thanks For The Memories!. aha. As the saying goes, Why give up the whole forest for a flower? ( My chinese veh bad, so shud be something lik taht lar. ) But the happy and sad. Balances up. So i guess its ok. Now just have to get over this toot. =D
Atiqul is leaving today. so sad. Gonna send him off later. Among all my colleagues, he's the best to me. Now that he's leaving, feels like losing a kin. Scared i cry later. ='( I feel something for him. And its definately not a crush. Like how i would feel for my family member if they were to leave like him. I think this is Love. The REAL one. Made present for him. =D Plain shirt, with his name that i sewed on. muahaha. =D Which reminds me. Why can't Love be as simple as everyone wants it to be?. I Love You, You Love Me. end of story. What else is there to say?.
WHY I CANNOT PLAY AUDI?! ='( sad. everytime i want to play then got patch de. so sian!.
~What are guys thinking?!~ waste my brain cells.